But Punk...don't mind if I disagree a bit. It is not a failure to free onself from a destructive cult, even if you ex-wife is still in.
I think a lot of us wish to see the fall of the WTS, but, we have to realize that there are more important things in our own lives.
Give your self some more time to get used to your "new life".......but, It's really hard when one is short of cash. I hope this problem will solve for you. These family splits are really tragic. :-(
I was to be engaged when I decided to leave......we didn't engage, I think it was hurtful for both of us, but i think it was the best in the long run.